Yesterday I was off from work, but I never do anything. I was just home watching TV and laying down on the bed. I was so depressed and stressed yesterday and I could not think right. I think I need to take a program from Non 12 step rehab. I supposed to mow the yard and clean up the house, but instead I was busy watching TV. I did not even know what I watched. I was just watching without listening. This morning when I woke up I was still a little stress, but I was a little fine already until I went to work. Before the end of my work shift I felt really fine. I do not know why sometimes I feel like this. I hate these feelings. I do not like to get stress and depress, but I cannot help myself.
We are going now, but I am still busy here on my computer doing task. My son and his daddy already left for baseball, but my daughters and I are still home. My daughters already bugging me to go, but I always said in a few minutes. I am not even ready yet, I still have to change my clothes and put the shoes on. I am lazy to leave the house right now, but I know that I need to go. My son will get mad to me if I do not watch his game. My daughters cannot wait to go so that they can play at the park while their brother play baseball. I will be out here in a few minutes.
When my daughters were just one year old my husband got a swing set from his boss. They threw them away and they gave it to my husband. His boss was so nice for thinking about my children. I think the swing set they gave was like the swing sets in virginia beach. My husband put the swing in our backyard and my children were enjoying it. Now that they are big already they seldom play the swing, but when their friends around they play with it. I am so thankful about it.
Today is Tuesday and my son is having a baseball game. We all going t see him play and I am excited. The game will start at eight o’clock and I am sure it will be done around ten. It will be a little late for me, but still okay. I like to see him play baseball. He likes playing it and so we like watching him play. Before I go watch his game I want to drop by at the gym to exercise if I have time. I am a little bit tired, but I still like to run at the treadmill.